A day after resigning from New York’s Hot 97, a very emotional Mister Cee, had a heart to heart conversation with tri-state area listeners about his addiction to prostitution and the negative press that’s surrounded him as of late. He also addressed the video that’s been released of him. Check out a few excerpts of the interview:
On why he resigned:
I resigned yesterday. Against your wishes and against management’s wishes…I don’t want you guys to lose sponsors and money…That’s part of keeping this thing afloat. I am tired of trying to do something or be something that I’m not. I’m tired. I feel bad for the listeners. It did take a video for me to say this. I have been in denial about this for a very, very long time.
Do I consider myself gay? No, I don’t consider myself gay. I have gotten fellatio from uh transvestites and that’s as far as it went. I’ve never had sexual intercourse with another man and vice versa. But I have had fellatio with a transexual person. The person that I was in the car with, I know exactly who that person is….Even with me saying that, I know that I’m still in denial. Because I know that I love women, but occasionally, I get the urge to have fellatio with a transexual. And then I’m sitting here saying, but I’m not gay because I have not penetrated another man.
My whole dilemma has always been am i still going to be looked at the same way…Am i still going to be…My whole fear of this whole thing, my family I don’t talk about my family too much, but my whole thing was just really about making sure my family was going to be alright. When I tell you, I’m going to be all right, I’m going to be alright. I hold my family down, man. Ever since my grandfather passed away, in 2006…tryna keep my family afloat and I never wanted this situation to get in the way of me tryna do that.
You know right now, I just feel like, I let y’all down man (sobs), I don’t know if I can stand back in this studio again and be this same person. The crazy thing about it is that, I don’t look at what I do is a problem…it’s a problem that affects the people…I don’t know where I go from here…