Nicki Minaj on Suicidal Thoughts ::: ‘What would happen if I just didn’t wake up?’

Looking sultry and mischievous, Nicki Minaj covers the November 2011 issue of Cosmo. In her feature article, Nicki opens up about her deep dark past filled with thoughts of suicide.

While she’s famous now and from the outside looking in seems happy, Nicki hasn’t always had it all pulled together.  The rapper told Cosmo,

“It was one dead-end after another. At one point, I was like, ‘What would happen if I just didn’t wake up?’ That’s how I felt — like maybe I should just take my life.”

She went on to say,

“I would pray to God to make me famous, so I could buy my mother a huge house.”

Check out the entire article in this month’s issue of Cosmo.

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