Lil Mama Talks Mother’s Battle w/ Breast Cancer, “It’s not easy.”

In 2007, Lil Mama,  mother died from cancer and since it is Breast Cancer Awareness Month, Lil Mama opened up with Essence Magazine, to discuss the memory of her mother, coping with her mother’s death and her future.

On the fondest memory she has of her mother:

“The memory I recall the most about her was her love of music and singing. Sometimes I speak to my grandfather on the phone and he’ll always share a memory with me of when she was sitting down with me somewhere and would just randomly pop out and say ‘I’m a singer!’ He said it just cracked him up because my mother’s father always loved music, he always loved to sing, and he never pushed it on any of his children. And for my mother to love singing so much it really made him happy. So to see my mom struggle, and always see her sing, and fight through her pain, it made me very happy because she’s the person actually dealing with the struggle. For her to be the one going through it, and to actually show happiness, was what I remember the most about her. My mother really inspired me to sing.”

On what Breast Cancer Awareness Month means to her:

“This month is very important to me, and I’m actually just wetting my feet because for the past three years I’ve been really sad over losing my mom and I haven’t really stood up to do something about it. And to help other people who are still fighting. I’ve actually met two women in the same week a few months ago, who shared their testimony with me. One actually beat cancer and another woman told me she knew who I was because she was in chemotherapy watching me on television with her daughter. And I thought, ‘wow’ that’s a testimony to me to meet two women with daughters whose mothers are fighting breast cancer like myself. That lets me know that I need to use my voice and get involved. So this month I’m encouraging them to donate to research of finding a cure and I’ve been looking into starting my own foundation one day.”

On how she’s dealt with her mother’s death:

“I definitely deal with it every day. I recently came back to Brooklyn to see my family. I was so happy to see my dad and my siblings. Then I went to lay down and picked up the phone to call my mom, and realized that’ something I can’t do, so it really hurts. But you know, it’s not just the month of October, it’s the entire year that I’m dealing with missing her. It’s a blessing to have had her in my life for as long as I did. It’s really tough to become a teenager without your mom, let alone a woman. It’s not easy.”

On the music she’s been working on:

“Yes, I’ve been working on my music lately. It was really fun working on that record, and the next single I’m pushing right now is called “Hustler Girl” and it’s dedicated to all the women who are putting out everyday efforts. All of the women that hustle on a day to day basis to make things better for their families.”

Sweet. We always wish Lil Mama the best :)

-@Kami2Kute