Rapper Trina: I Don’t Wanna Become What Broke My Heart [VIDEO]

It’s a horrible feeling. You don’t know if you want to punch the wall or you just want to scream. Me being int he public light, you have to find a place within yourself to run away from that, run away from the media, the people, the fans, run away from everybody that wants you do what they want you to do.  Nobody knows what you are really going through or how dealing what you’re really dealing with because you  have to smile, when you don’t want to smile, take pictures, be nice to fans. But it’s those things that are a part of the job and you have to deal with it. Yeah, I’ve been heartbroken and it feels horrible and I hate this person and feel like I’m never going to speak to you again but then I realize you’re not that important.

On insecure people:

Only insecure people have so much to hide. We’re human, we all laugh, we’re all happy, sometimes get sad. Women are more emotional, they do more emotional things, they cry, but men cry too. I don’t feel like you’re in your feelings, you have feelings for a reason and to show them, let them go, and be stronger and understand why you’re in that situation allows you to get better because [if not] then you become some old, bitter, miserable person.

Her relationship with God:

Everything I do is through [god]. I always say “this is what god has for me.” — I constantly pray and have this thing, this is how I start my day and end my day, it’s with this being. Regardless of what happens throughout the day, this is always the thing I depend on. I’m not the person to go to church every Sunday, I’m just the person, I believe in god and I don’t believe I could last this long or be this far in my life if it was not for that.

See the full interview.