Ray J Breaks His Silence – Says Kim Kardashian Sex Tape Was A Business Deal Orchestrated By Him, Kim & Kris Jenner + Admits Feeling Suicidal Over Kardashians Portraying Him As A Villain

Ray J Breaks His Silence – Says Kim Kardashian Sex Tape Was A Business Deal Orchestrated By Him, Kim & Kris Jenner + Admits Feeling Suicidal Over Kardashians Portraying Him As A Villain

Ray J is opening up for the first time, detailing the drama behind the infamous Kim Kardashian sex tape. He tells DailyMail.com that the intimate video was ‘released like an album’ by Kim herself. He claims that the reality star kept the only copy of it and it is stashed in a Nike shoebox under her bed along with the rest of the steamy tapes they made.

Ray J, Kim Kardashian

Kim and Ray J dated between 2002 and 2009. At the time, they were both 21. He says that he had never possessed a copy of any of the tapes they made together and that he only has photos and texts Kim sent him between that time frame.

He also insists he never did any of the things she claims he did in the Kardashians’ new Hulu show and was outraged by her suggestion he might have a video showing him ‘sticking a dildo in my a**’ – which he says made him sound ‘like a rapist’ and was untrue.

Ray J tells the outlet

’I’ve sat in the shadows for over 14 years allowing the Kardashians to use my name, to abuse my name, make billions of dollars over a decade-and-a-half talking about a topic I’ve never really spoken about. I’ve never leaked anything. I have never leaked a sex tape in my life. It has never been a leak. It’s always been a deal and a partnership between Kris Jenner and Kim and me and we’ve always been partners since the beginning of this thing.’

Paris Hilton

He says that the idea to release the sex tape was soley his and he got the idea after witnessing Paris Hilton’s profile being boosted when the film she made with poker player Rick Saloman was leaked.

Ray J says when he presented the idea to Kim,  she didn’t want to do it.

Kim Kardshian, Kris Jenner

He alleges that Kim later embraced the idea and enlisted her mother Kris Jenner to organize with Vivid Entertainment – a process he had little to do with.

The contract, which was signed by both Ray J and Kim, was for three videos including two sex tapes and a third tape that is listed as an intro.

Ray J

Of the footage, he says:

‘She kept them all – she had to go find that tape [Sex Tape Cabo #1] and then present it. I never had a tape in my possession in our whole relationship. I never had a single one at my house – she had them at her house. She’s always had all the tapes in a Nike shoe box under her bed. I’m sure she has bigger beds now and better boxes. That’s how it all came about. Once I pitched the idea to her, just playing around a little bit, that’s when she jumped on the idea, talked to her mom and it was out of my hands from there.’

Years later, Ray J now regrets his role in releasing the tape, saying he’s been painted as the villain of the piece.

‘I felt suicidal because when you know something’s real and it’s true and you’re watching a whole family create an empire from a lie they’ve created, it’s heartbreaking and disrespectful to all the entertainers who have been honest and true to their craft. As a black man living and working in America, it’s hard to get up every day and look out at the water or look at my family and know that they think something about you when you know it’s 1,000 per cent the other way. How do you live like that? I couldn’t be a part of any reputable major network television show and do Dancing with the Stars, and do America’s Got Talent or anything like that because of my image. Because of what they made me, I’m not allowed to be in those places.’

He added:

‘For me, I’ve been walking on eggshells thinking I’m going to get in trouble for telling the truth and I’ve been holding onto it for the past 14 years and watching them humiliate me. They’re celebrating my destruction. Where in this whole story did Ray J become the person who leaked the tape and who’s made their lives miserable? How do you believe that Ray J is the enemy of all enemies when we’ve been partners from the beginning of the sex tape being released up until now? We’re all still making money. But yet you go with defame me and blame me over and over and I can’t do nothing but defend my honor and speak out and tell the truth.

He said the final straw came when the Kardashians made the tape a storyline in their new Hulu show. He also claims that despite Kanye’s claims of extortion, Ray J says he did not ask to be paid, did not receive any money and was happy to hand it over to allay Kim’s fears.

He claims that he and Kanye had a four-hour meeting  at LAX where the pair spoke ‘father to father’. He said:

‘It wasn’t a sex tape – it was a lot of pictures, a lot of little mini videos and a lot of proof we’ve been talking over the years [since they split in 2006]. If you send me an email in 2008, the computer doesn’t change the date on it. So, in 07 it happened [Kim got in contact], Kanye could see we were talking consistently in 07, 08, 09 through her sending me texts and videos and stuff. I was proving to him, I’ve never been the enemy. I’ve never been the person who they say I am. If that was the case, why are you guys trying to brainstorm, come up with ideas with me and make me do what you guys say do. You want me to continue to act the bad guy and you guys have brainwashed me into thinking that’s OK.’

Ray J also says:

‘This has been a burden for me. It’s been an embarrassment for me. My family have questioned my integrity, who I am as a person. Up until now, even some of the people I’m close to – when I tell them what I’m going through, it’s really hard for them to believe, with all the things they’ve [the Kardashians] done and said about me over the years.

The Kardashians have yet to respond.

Authored by: TJB Writer