PnB Rock — Late Rapper’s Girlfriend Pens Touching Tribute About Their Relationship & Final Moments Together: My Man Saved My Life, Throwing Me Under That Table

PnB Rock — Late Rapper’s Girlfriend Pens Touching Tribute About Their Relationship & Final Moments Together: My Man Saved My Life, Throwing Me Under That Table

Grief is never easy, and in the case of PnB Rock, his girlfriend is having an especially difficult time processing his death.

Stephanie Sibounheuang took to Instagram on Thursday (October 13) to share a touching and heartbreaking tribute to the rapper (real name Rakim Hasheem Allen) who was killed on September 12 while the two were on a date at Roscoe’s Chicken ‘N Waffles.

In her post, Stephanie Sibounheuang said,

“I am 100% not ok. If I wasn’t spiritual I could kill my self (but then I’ll go to hell and my man not there) My man saved my life, Throwing me under that table. I’m not supposed to be here but bc of him. I am. No one would be able to handle this. TBH, I can’t even handle this. To witness what I saw and to keep seeing it in my head, to being forced out the restaurant, to not be able to go in the ambulance or the hospital, Car keys, purse and my phone taken from me, forced in the back of a police car, locked in an interrogation room all night, while all this is going on and to be the last person in this world to know my man didn’t make it after having the faith and confidence that he was.”

She continued,

“I felt this time in my relationship everything was finally perfect for our family. My man had gave his self to GOD. Did a complete 360. He was loyal. He was patient. He was teachable and a teacher. I was finally letting the past go, and letting him show up as his changed self. My last day with u. I told you “I know you my husband. I know you my soulmate” Even it was for a little bit. At least we got to experience what having a soul mate is… and for that…I am grateful. You told me u hate it took so long, u wish you would’ve changed way sooner.”

As previously reported, PnB Rock was shot to death in the midst of a robbery at the popular Hollywood restaurant. Immediately after his death, people across social media placed blame on his girlfriend, who had shared their location with some photos on her Instagram Story. It was later revealed that suspects Freddie Trone and his 17-year-old son were already in the parking lot of the restaurant that day and did not, in fact, know the rapper’s whereabouts because of Stephanie Sibounheuang.

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Sibounheuang added,

“It takes so much prayer and spiritual therapy to gain the strength to do the simple things in life now. They say your angels come and stop by and visit you but I feel like mine is always here, it ain’t no stopping by. This life we live on earth is just temporary before we get to heaven or hell. Where we will spend eternity. Only thing matters in this short life is LOVE anything else is irrelevant…you can’t take NONE OF THIS STUFF with you. The devil is running loose on earth. I will never understand a loss so close. I feel so empty. My world is dark now. My heart is broken for the kids. Cover me with strength, grace, and vision to carry on for the family. Shed light on this world in such dark times. Let your power overcome evil. Pain is real. No matter how rich u are, how famous u are, how spiritual u are. Some pain is inevitable.”

PnB Rock and Sibounheuang share two daughters, Milan Allen and Xuri Li Sibounheuang.

theJasmineBRAND continues to send our condolences to X and the loved ones of PnB Rock!