Model Jessica White Pens Emotional Message To Ex Nick Cannon, Seemingly Alluding TV Host Is Upset She Joined Cast Of ‘Love & Hip Hop Atlanta’: ‘I Gave Eight Ride Or Die Years To You’

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Model Jessica White Pens Emotional Message To Ex Nick Cannon, Seemingly Alluding TV Host Is Upset She Joined Cast Of ‘Love & Hip Hop Atlanta’: ‘I Gave Eight Ride Or Die Years To You’

Jessica White had plenty to say regarding her past relationship with her ex Nick Cannon.

On Tuesday (June 13) well-known model Jessica White shared a lengthy message for her former longtime lover Nick Cannon on Instagram. At the beginning of the post, White hinted that she’s unable to get in contact with the “Wild ‘N Out” host by directly mentioning the entertainer and referring to her long caption as a “book.”

Jessica White

Jessica White seemingly alluded that Nick Cannon is icing her out because he’s upset that she will be on the upcoming season of “Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta.”  She also spoke on her healing journey following her split from Cannon.

In the caption, White seemingly spoke on the time she found out Cannon was having another baby with Brittany Bell via Instagram while she was still living with him. She said,

“Tried to reach out to you but here’s my book @nickcannon I know you’re upset about the show but after eight years I can’t stand when things catch you off guard and I feel like you deserve way more respect as a man even though I may be more respectful than you ever gave me With public announcements. .”

Further into the message, the fashion model mentioned that she devoted years to the relationship, despite Cannon’s lack of reciprocation. White continued,

“Lol I have loved and I gave eight ride or die years to you With my head high and heart praying you’d see me the way I deserved. I wanted it to work, prayed every day that you’d see me and love me the way that I loved you. Maybe you did but just kept it from me during the relationship. I walked away with more questions than anything, I don’t know till this day really why current things had to happen.”

White then noted that she and Cannon didn’t know how to properly love one another and as a result, caused each other pain.

“the truth is NC and I were both beautifully broken when we were children and didn’t know how to love each other. Instead we hurt each other. Instead we learned how to hurt each other and found peace with who and what we were doing and it wasn’t healthy for anyone involved. We were the perfect storm for each other and no one would back down.” 

At one point in the caption, the 38-year-old actress addressed what her life has been like since parting ways from Cannon and learning how to forgive. She shared,

“And for the first time since I fell in love with you years ago I find myself being extremely happy and hopeful and I liking a boy who makes me smile like a little girl. It’s new to me And I love that I’m feeling excited again and not scared or blocking my own happiness. thank God!”

Wrapping up her remarks, she said,

“I’m ending us with a Big Bang and I’m not scared to say the truth nor will I let you take the blame for us needing to end we were toxic together and I was very disrespectful verbally towards you many many times and sometimes I didn’t even care knowing how you hated verbal dysfunction I know” 

White ended with,

“@nickcannon nick we did our best and that’s enough for me”

The drama between White and Cannon appears to be something new. Just last month the “Drumline” star revealed he was still in love with White during an interview with Hollywood Unlocked’s Jason Lee. On top of calling White “beautiful” and his “muse,” the father-of-12 said,

“That woman has overcome so much, and is just a light and an angel to so many, who operates on a higher frequency.”

Nick Cannon

White and Cannon ended their relationship in 2020.

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