Paris Hilton Describes Sex As A ‘Chore’ & Recalls Faking Orgasms In Upcoming Memoir: ‘I Was Struggling To Understand My Sexuality’

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Paris Hilton Describes Sex As A ‘Chore’ & Recalls Faking Orgasms In Upcoming Memoir: ‘I Was Struggling To Understand My Sexuality’

Paris Hilton might be the queen of “faking it until you make it.”

According to reports, socialite Paris Hilton addresses her sexuality in her upcoming book “Paris: The Memoir.” In the memoir, Paris Hilton reportedly admits that for a period of time, she thought she was asexual because she considered sex to be a “chore.” She also shares that she would often fake orgasms with her sexual partners. The 42-year-old writes:

“I could fake it, and I was good at faking it, but it felt like getting run over by a minibike a hundred times.” 

She continues:

“I thought orgasm was something faked so that sex could be over. I kept trying to make it work.” 

In her upcoming project, she reveals that she would make her partners wait for months before allowing them “to get past the make-out stage.” The businesswoman, who was ironically known as a “sex symbol” in the earlier part of her career, also touches on the fact that “anything sexual terrified” her. 

 “I called myself the ‘kissing bandit’ because I only liked to make out. A lot of my relationships didn’t work out because of that.”

She continues:

“The truth is, I wanted to be alive in a sensual way. I wanted to feel like a woman who’s comfortable in her own skin. I was struggling to understand my sexuality; there’s no way I could have explained it to anyone else. I had no language for it. I’d never heard the word asexual. I know, right?” 

Hilton also shares that she got an abortion at 22 years old: 

“Choosing to have an abortion can be an intensely private agony that’s impossible to explain. The only reason I’m talking about it now is that so many women are facing it, and they feel so alone and judged and abandoned. I want them to know that they’re not alone, and they don’t owe anyone an explanation.” 

Hilton has talked about her sexual experiences in the past. As previously reported, the New York native was candid about being drugged and raped at 15-year-old old. She explained that during her teen years, she and her friends would hand out at the mall and come across guys older than them. Hilton shared in a recent interview:

“And then one day, [the guys] invited us to their house, and we’re drinking these berry wine coolers. I didn’t drink or anything back then, but then when I had maybe one or two sips, I just immediately started feeling dizzy and woozy. I don’t know what he put in there, I’m assuming it was a roofie.”

She added:

“I remembered it. I have visions of him on top of me, covering my mouth, being like, ‘You’re dreaming, you’re dreaming,’ and whispering that in my ear.”

She shared:

“Very late at night – this would be around 3 or 4 in the morning – they would take myself and other girls into this room, and they would perform medical exams. This wasn’t even with a doctor. It was with a couple different staff members, where they would have us lay on the table and put their fingers inside of us. And I don’t know what they were doing, but it was definitely not a doctor.”

Hilton said the thought of the situation still gets her emotional thinking about it. The mother of one said: 

“I was just a little girl. I just feel like they stole my childhood and it’s heartbreaking that it’s still happening to so many kids today.”

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